I don’t know why I’m going trough this again. I feel so empty. I have to force myself to eat and sometimes I stop eating during the meal. I don’t feel hungry or full. I don’t want to talk to anyone. I get annoyyed easily by people around me. I feel fatigued all the time. I feel like I am trapped but I don’t know from what. I feel so disgusted with the idea of romance. I keep listening to the same song n I don’t even want to think which song I should listen next. I don’t get it why this thing came back. I don’t want to be like this but I don’t know how to stop being like this.